THE PERFECT GUY?

I wasn't really that blessed when it comes to falling in love, or finding the perfect person for me. When I was a kid, I imagined myself as a princess waiting for my prince to find me but all of that has changed, now I think that my prince charming is really here, He just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions or something. At this young age, always broken, always dumped don't know why... I find it hard to accept that life isn't really a fairytale or a koreanobela. I'm really a late bloomer, and I'm picky when it comes to boys, I don't fall to easily (Infatuation fades but loves truly lasts). I used to break hearts back when I was younger, then karma hit me like a bitch. I learned to never mess with emotions and to differentiate love from infatuation. 7 years of my life I learned to only love one guy, closed opportunities for other guys, but i can't blame myself... since I never saw anyone better than that person. Mr SLM who's name appears in every third letter of my name, the guy who broke me, you know who you are ^^ I forgave you. lol. After Mr. SLM left me, I never saw anyone better than him... Yes, Edward Cullen was waaaaaaaaayyyy better than him, but he's not real, a guy who gives a Ferrari to his lover, speaks as if he is shake sphere, believes in Sex after marriage DOESN'T EXIST, took me 5 months to accept this.
Lately, I'm still am not having any good luck when it comes to finding love or love finding me, most of my friends aren't single and sometimes they shove it on my face, but its okay as long as their happy, i'll shove it on their faces when they break up. KIDDING!! it gets worst and worst every time. Different people, same situation,but the drama gets worst. I was almost to the point where I don't believe in love anymore (sorry for the drama).
I was watching my favorite show ABDC season 3, and QUEST CREW got my attention... I LOVE QUEST CREW.. the moment I saw their first dance.. my mind split, and goose bumps were all over my body, for a moment I was paralyzed in awe, their choreography was soooo sick!! Then I saw a guy whose hair reminded me of my ex Mr. SLM and I like guys with Emo like hair, but not the dirty looking ones lol ^^) I found out that the guy's name is RYANIMAY CONFERIDO and he's a Filipino... I was like wow! Then I researched about him, blogs, social accounts, videos on youtube... and I was like "OH EM GEE" ... yes "OH EM GEE" the perfect guy. These are qualities I look for in "THE PERFECT GUY" and when I say the perfect guy I mean he's better than edward cullen. Here's what I look for in "THE PERFECT GUY" when it comes to "THE THINGS HE SHOULD ACQUIRE" more on the lighter side and I think Ryan has all of them:
1. I love DANCERS!!!! (Ryan is such a egregious dancer)
2. ART lovers- That involves drawing, graphic design, painting. (like ryan)
3. MUSICIANS- also composers, song writers ( i love his piano pieces)
4. Super FUNNY, sense of humor is mandatory.
(and Ryan, despite being hilarious, his words are also very deep like his music)
5. Has Weird but Awesome hair (like Ryan's)
6. Manly (I just added this because of recent complications ^^)
7. INTELLIGENT, the almost extinct kind.
8. Has a deep and mysterious side -_-
9. Is really adorable, looks is considered one of the most important factors of course but not for me.
10. GAMER! oooh i Love video games
11. VERY SPORTY :)
12. Loves and fears God. My favorite hahaha!
-----------------I also have these qualities and I hope that I could find someone as close as Ryan or ME.
Hmm.. When it comes to *almost serious* qualities the "PERFECT GUY" he should be:
1. Sweet 2. Sensitive 3.Faithful 4.Loyal 5.Trustworthy 6.REALLY PATIENT 7. SSSUUPPPER HUMBLE 8. Caring 9. Wise 10. Hard working and dedicated 11. Did I mention Manly and not Vain? lol.
....... Right now, Im sooo single it gets lonely along the way and sometimes I stumble down and lose hope, but then I found a person close to the PERFECT GUY, and It makes me high-spirited and optimistic that a person like RYAN exists, and I know he's like one in a million and though I may not find a man as close to the qualities shown above, knowing a person like ryan that exists makes me hopeful that their kind is not yet extinct people!! ... and to that girl that won Ryan's heart... who ever you are.. I so envy YOU so much. Someday.... I'll meet my "guy" though not perfect.... still I learned that We come to love NOT by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Right now, Mr. Ryan Conferido is my inspiration he makes me happy by making me believe, at least now I have something or someone to hold on to till the right one comes... I hope that I'd get to meet Ryan when I come back to California... I really hope so.. My fingers are crossed... hoping... someone like him would come... x_X) Wherever you are... I'll find you. ~~,)

"Acknowledge her presence, respect her privacy, and never test her patience."
-Ryanimay Conferido. (visit his site at www.ryanimay.com)

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her"....