Dedicated to THE PERSON I LOVE MOST(my bestfriend)

I promised my bestest best buddy that I'll dedicate my next blog post to him. Hmm... So here it goes... I will never forget the first time I saw David Ralph Retuya, I was one of the Bedanz's elite members, Since I didn't watch the freshie kids audition I asked one of my co-bedanz Third Natad, If there were new GOOD looking faces in our org. Third told me that there are a lot of good looking people who auditioned and got in, he told me that there was someone who looked like Richard Gutierrez, But that didn't stun me at all. (mapapaWOW lang niya ako kung sinabi niya kamukha ni WU chun, or ni KIM bum) haha! <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381756745311291826" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: pointer; HEIGHT: 33px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPzSqCEbbp4C2xrWrb_Q6e-UK6T8k_BCh2iKK0sC5dTv2URH98mEW5PNdY4YvcWr8yNXoDUCl369Ntgq2claULMLDkTTA-BUJxwK09Lub6_Ve9g0onZY7fyp4CSJF0xWVe5gDadmcTAsE/s200/Untitled-1_44-1.gif" border="0">Up to now, I don't know why we became the best of friends. He was so positive and encouraged me at my down-est moments, burned anyone who tried to destroy me, and helped me gain confidence and never failed to make me feel better about myself, I became drawn to his spirit and eventually we clicked. I loved everything about him, his weirdness despite looking good and poised made him unique, he made life like crazy for me, taught me life to the fullest, and always brightened up my day. Though he's a bit narcissistic, its what I love about him. He won't be Dave unless he doesn't have an I LOVE ME sign on his forehead. ^^ Any person would be lucky enough, no, BLESSED to be his significant other. (And kung sino man parating alam niyang dadaan muna sakin, at kung sino nandiyan niya... ehem alam mo namang pasado ka na :D)

I finally found someone whom I can be with, who accepts me for better or for worst, for rich or for poor. and will not leave though not commited ^^ but our bond is more than a commitment. That's why he deserves to be called my first hubby ever! But we don't have a “thing” people, its just that we experienced living together, and even though I had relationships during our friendship I always crawled back to MINE. ^^) It's so funny, because it never crossed my mind that I'd fall in love with him or whatever... I CONSIDER HIM AS MY BROTHER from another mother. ^^) well, we both look like foreigners anyway.

Everyday, I'm scared of loosing him. Scared of him backstabbing me, Scared of him lying to my face, just like THEM. I trust him with my whole heart but I'm still scared of trusting fully, because when the time comes that he'll hurt me, I know it will hit me harder than anyone who has tried to hurt me. I love MINE, I can't go on a day without him. Even though I'm single, its enough because Dave is enough. He's the nicest, funniest, cheerful, hottest, and bitchiest person you'll ever meet... Right now, he's number one in my heart. He's the one who's gonna last a life time. I can feel it, I'm sure of it. He's not just my bestfriend, he's FAMILY TO ME. I am scared, scared of loosing him. But I'd rather risk my feelings for our friendship, I MAY NOT HAVE FOUND THE ONE YET... But I'm sure as hell that I've FOUND MY TRUE BESTFRIEND. i love you mine.